I was outside one night, about two weeks ago, just staring at the sky. It was very very quiet, and still. I just kept looking at the sky and admiring it's mystery, it's depth and magnificence. I all of a sudden felt my heart skip a beat (or two). I felt butterflies in my stomach...and my face slightly flushed and warm against the night's coolness. For some reason, I then recalled all the times I had experienced what I define as "human love". That wonderful feeling when one meets someone new and falls in love. Such a sweet, sweet ecstasy. Yet, there is no one new in my life. I haven't even been on a date in a few years!!! LOL
I absorbed such a wonderful sense of love that night and realized, I am complete and whole and accepting of the love of Self. I continued to breath the wonderful nightly air...and acknowledge the beautiful gift it is to be on Earth.
I gave thanks to whoever or whatever was listening that night, as I whispered into the ether. I especially gave much gratitude to my Soul Self...my Higher Self, the God within who has guided me on this journey...as well as nudged me to stop and feel that night, the Universal Love and all the elementals swarming around me.
I've been staring a lot at the nightly sky for the past two weeks. Going outside in the middle of the night. Everything looks so close...so, so close by. The sky concave, as if one is in some made up World, like the movie Truman Show. I extend my hand out, because it feels like I can just reach up and touch the stars. The moon seems to stare back at me, adorned with a Halo. I stare at the energetic mist, and it pulsates, radiates, and changes it's vibration. Each night being one with the sky, and carrying that feeling of Universal love with me, as I go back inside.
I included the song Halo on this post. When I hear this song...I feel like my Human Self is singing to my Higher Self. Like a recent conversation we would have face to face...yet I do feel, I am my Higher Self. I am, ever so grateful for the intuitive nudges (sometimes shoves and pushes-haha) that has brought me to the point of believing, I can experience once again the trust, to openly love. Something happened being outside at night...not sure what or how, but I'm in love...with it all (at least today, I am).
I am Carol
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Carol
Hi
This is a selective invite to a new forum. By 'selective' it means that those whom I have sent this invitation to is because I found something interesting with their writing and fields of interest on their website, blog, or from somewhere else and sometimes it was just the feeling I got between the lines that I thought they might be interested in this type of forum.
It's called, Nowhere Forum and whenever convenient please visit to have a look and read the introduction, "Welcome to Nowhere Forum" in the 'Center' section to get an idea of the intent for it. It has been been online for a few months now and has 37 participants thus far. There's no rush to fill it up with names or postings, the premise is somewhat different than other forums and the reasons for that are also noted in the intro.
Though this invitation can be regarded as a solicitation for registrants, my personal attitude is more that I'm letting some individuals know of a place on the map and they can decide for themselves if it suits their itineraries. :)
Thank You and Best Wishes
Daniel
http://sitesetis.com/nowhereforum
Dearest Daniel,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the invitation. I shall visit the site soon...and indeed feel into it's energies to decide if it suits my "itinerary" as you so put it (smile).
The title itself intrigues me...for at this present moment, I do indeed feel...I'm standing, right smack dab, in the middle of "nowhere"
Much love to you Dear One...and honor for your courage.
Carol