"To thine own self be true…..”

“And it must follow, as the night the day, Thou can not then be false to any man.” 

Pointing Fingers...

 

It's been brought to my attention several times in the past few months that these type of blog posts and posting to Facebook is a way of drawing attention to Oneself.  That it is a way of saying "Look at me...look at how Enlightened I Am..."...almost like the continual seeking outside of Oneself for acceptance or to feel special.  That of the unbalanced big EGO.  I even had someone comment on my first blog post that they no longer "need" to blog or share their experiences.  Yet, I don't ever remember my posts carrying an intent of "needing" to share.  I just felt like doing it in the moment.


I feel like fingers being pointed at me for sharing!!!  I am sure somewhere deep inside it is a reflection that I am either in judgment of myself for these type of transmissions, or maybe what is being reflected back to me is that I can stand true to myself, no matter how others may judge my actions or behaviors.  I don't know.  I ask myself the questions...why do I post?, what do I gain?, and why do I do it?.  And no answer from within comes up with a "need", or acceptance, or look at me...the only response I hear is "sharing", "love", "joy", "freedom".  I do enjoy sharing and do enjoy writing a story or two.  I once had a dream of being a writer.


Then I wonder...even if my posts did have the intent of "look at me..." why would that be bad?  What would it matter?  Can it be OK, for someone who has remained hidden most of this lifetime, to feel comfortable for once to express, whether it be in a personal journal, an electronic journal or social network?  I see it no different than sharing these similar questions, insights and experiences via a post than via a phone conversation.  It's the same for me, minus the expense of international phone calls!!!   
 

Lighting the Way...

We all carry infinite potential roads to walk for processing and towards what some call "Enlightenment" or "Ascension"...who is to say that my current processing and chosen paths aren't also being lightened up for those who may, or may not chose to follow?  I have the spark of the divine also within as any other human incarnate on Earth...so I am positive that my words, the words of God, and channeled from my Higher Self, serve someone, somehow, somewhere...if not, most importantly these posts and words, indeed serve Me!


Sometimes I wonder if the mediums such as Rothers, Barbara With, Lauren Gorgo, Meridith Murphy, etc etc etc. receive emails that their transmissions or newsletters, that find their way into thousands of email inboxes, are nothing more than these medium's way of trying to get attention or acceptance outside of themselves?   I wonder how many times they hear that sharing in a Newsletter about this process has to do with their big EGO? Or that sitting in front of a video camera  while channeling is just a form of Spiritual Glamor.  I do wonder...

I AM That I AM...true to Self.

Carol